Sunday, October 03, 2004
bloggin time yea`
hmm.. time for bloggin again haa.. promised le so must do it =x kinda force myself into here. haiyo today i watch so much tv loLx.. watched 11am show until 2 den 2pm show the eating de until 2:30 lolx. den later watched 2:30pm the jacky show.. halfway i doze off =x den wake up at 6:55 cause want to watch 7pm show n see who zhaomin n zhou zhirou omg dat zhaomin so chio ! hee =x den 9pm wah chiobu again ! haa den ling` ask me play maplestory haa lvl 7 le one more lvl can advance le haa so difficult to lvl wah lou somore i watchin 11pm show lehz.. haa den my fone " tu tu " msg came. sad msg. but i couldnt do anything, it was her decision i cant force her ='( hmm.. den nw i gonna call her n ask what was her original reason. i hope her reason is she dont love me anymore. i dont want "other" reasons. i dont mean to say dat i hope she will not love me but the msg she sent me. i hope because she dont love me and not other intentions. hmm.. well thinnk i gotta call her le ! bYe guys ! nitez.
bitch ! how can u admit ur pretty loLx. later u not pretty anymore le bitch : ok la. haa u admit ! yuCks ! kK gtg ! cya ard.
| StuCk iN a DilemMa [1:45 AM]
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Saturday, October 02, 2004
`blogging time ! wahaha.
hmmm.. so long nv blog le.. people come here oso sianz so must blog abit =x hmm shuld i blog a long one or a short one ? hmm.. recently, well.. was quite sad when i heard my results. i was so shocked n i m startin to get worried ( is it too late ? ) loLx. btw today the singapore idol. omg ! my "ou xiang" went it . haa i m going bonkers !! daphne !! omg loLx. she is sooOooOo cute. her voice is so omg. one word to describe her, cute. [= right after dat, watched survivor , BEP's concert . den wrestling sian. so nv watched came to msn. ppl said i have nt blog haa. den oh ya ! so i came here nw to blog for u guys. been some time since i last blog, kinda miss my blogging. now i have a new blog skinz ! haa. i was kinda unreal too. one way or another, it suits me for 'now' cause i aint myself since dat incident. i was like fooling around with my life to distract myself . kinda foolish ya ? but its over. haa. someone saw my blog n came to apologise to me. i m truely touched. she apologised for the misunderstanding she made n somehow cause me n my ex to break. haa thanx .... i m not gonna say out who to avoid more rumours =/ hmm.. today heard smth bout my ex. haiz. " o level is coming soon, means o level is gonna over " i m hint from someone to think about my decision. haa =x i duno. dont ask me. tomo my 7eaM.[w]SS is gonna match with other team from wss. i hope will win. otherwise disband haa ! hmm.. wah i still cant forget daphne ! she is so cute ! hhmm.. kbahz. back to yesterday(1/10/04, past 12am le so nw is 2/10) routine.(talking bout friday, nt today !) hmm woke up at 5+ , didnt went to school cause i was too lazy to get up. tomo gt bio sumore, lazy wor. so wake up le.. den play my PoQ. manage to lvl abit haa. den went to lie down.. hmm wow ! i slept for 20 mins only haa.. woke up at forget what time le.. den later go use comp. den later went to kitchen eat. (wah make me laugh when i eating rite !) k den later wash plate le den eat 5 duno what, ball-shaped kinda dessert(malay de i think) den go back room le . time for gaming ! so i hung up my fone. den wwent to play .. wah played 2-3 hours loLx. so long wor. haa.. den came out to rest .. lie on bed a while den later go back to comp to make my blog skin. later ard 7 + le den my fren scared alone den ask me call. (ee u bluff me say u dont wan pang seh me ! rubbish !) loLx. kk den nvm, call le crap crap crap. say about the "ass" wah so funny loLx. sealed up -.-" make me luff until my saliva drip on da fone zzz. loLx. but i didnt tell u drip cux later u sure luff till pengz so i write here. haa den later watch sg idol den watched le abit headache hang up fone go lie down.. later watch tv lo den until nw i come talk msn a while den come here blog le.. wah i think quite long le wor.. haa anwyay ytd was children day .. happy children day ! may ur wish come true ! but i know no one under 12 will read this blog so nvm. i m lame. kk its 1am n i think i gonna tuck in soon. listening to ding dong song wahaha =D nice lehz.. "oh u touch my tra la la, hmm.. my ding ding dong" wahaha so pervertic but nice cause of the lalalalalalala part haa =x kK la i think i stop here le. tomo den blog bahz ! i promise u guys a blog ! nitez guys. slp tite !
| StuCk iN a DilemMa [12:55 AM]
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Friday, September 24, 2004
l'm distracted` ='(
exams are near but haiz. distracted by online gaming.. so so distracted but luckily i sumhow control myself. anyway i long nv blog le.. nw blog liao like feel so good. can say what i want to say.. but obviouly no one can listen but only read this blog .. i m thinkin what to do next as the day i longed for is going to come soon.. i still cant make a decision.. (e day is nt exams, fyi) i duno what to do. should i look up for her again ? or has she already found someone better ? she kept thinking i like someone else. ya i admit i do like someone else.. but its not to the point where i really "love" dat gurl.. maybe i admire or just simply like.. but everytime i listen to sad songs. i will think of her.. or whenever my mind is thinking of another girl or giving her up, i will think of her first. is it because every breakup is like this ? or do i still love her ? i really really dont know.. ya u may say i m a flirt.. i can tell u i am not. maybe i am easily attracted by looks of other girls(who dont ?) but whatever things i do i think of u.. why ? the question is why i kept thinking of u ? anyone has answer to it ? i really wanna know. omg.. time is ticking fast. dateline is near. what is my decision ? futhermore os are near.. i have no time to think. maybe i take a step at a time.. maybe.. OR maybe i dont even deserve a place in her heart at all. if that's the case tell me please. at least i wont think bout her again. she have told me she had no trust in me. its not that the feeling aint there but its our character dat clash. things happened so "qiao" but her character will tell her to believe herself den me. i cant do anything also.
this paragraph is for u. u shuld know who u are [=
k ,i havent done explaination to u for a long time. well, seriously i have nt done anything to backstab u except for once dat is when you are at my house, u saw smth dat isnt nice to see. i m sorry. for the msn thingy .. ur just too sensitive maybe because i influenced u. but frankly "the girl" dont log into msn just because i m online.. moreover i m oways online, what can i do ? maybe i didnt notice.. but u notice it. u said " when she's online you talk to me nicely, when she go offline, u will be ask me to go offline cause i m gonna play games or rather chase me away" hey this is crap ! i admit i do ask u to go offline sometimes cause i really want to play games.. i will find u after i play, u also know i m those kind dat will find u whenever i can. n bout the nick thingy, u said she have sad nicks oways n say i didnt stead with her dats y her nick got smth to do with sumone leaving her.. i didnt even stead with her how could i leave her ? hmm u may say u broke us up but NO ! this isnt the case. i have choosen u. i even asked u whether to ask her out n we 3 can clear the misunderstanding moreover its from our school so easy to ask her out but ur reason " this kinda things can be acted out" wth. everything u think den u win le rite ? i did so much for u but in the end u still dont trust me. if i dont truely love u, would i bring u home to show u to my mom ? or would i spend so much money on you ? would i wait for u everyday after school ? would i accompany u home everytime without u saying ? so many ppl were shocked dat time u broke up with me. i cant believe it too. i know u wanted to study n another reason because u cant trust me ya ? i really duno what to say. but i hope i can decide before the day. anyway good luck for ur Os =D btw , is this ur fav colour ? heehee =X if i not "correct", singapore will earthquake. familiar ? 270604
i m stuck ! anyone can tell give me advice please do so. i nid help ! ='( *sobz
| StuCk iN a DilemMa [1:02 AM]
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Sunday, September 19, 2004
pai seh horz
diaoz.. sorry horz guys.. i so long nv blog le.. lazy n no time.. cause i playin n studyin but mostly playin heehee =D den horz.. today i blog cause i oso duno why.. but nw i think she had found her so called " dream partner " i think only la from her blog =x if its boy she meant den i hope if she's reading this blog tell me whether its a boy or girl.. k .. u shuld know who u r.. so tell me boy or girl.. i boy den i let u go.. [= though its sad but i have to let go.. its her wish to do wad she like.. heehee.. =D well, today abit sianz.. ytd i watch the show liao wah really like me -.- diaoz.. zz if i lost my thing i will panik oso -.-" kK la.. den nw v noisy my mother watching perfect storm heehee. den alvin nw talking to me on msn oso how to dl steam.. hmm.. so sianz lehz... must buck abit go study liao .. tomo come back i blog cause tuesday no nid go sch wee ! heehee..
i feel abit heart pain when i read her blog.. duno whether its a boy or a girl she went with haiz.. but if boy den no choice but to let her go.. cause from what i know with her.. she will nv go out with a boy alone one.. so if boy den dont wait le.. but i hope if its a girl she wont bluff say its a boy.. i v scared she will bluff cause she dont wan me to be unhappy .. but since when have i said be with u very unhappy ? i feel so happy .. after so much we have been thru.. we know our strengths n weakness liaoz.. den we somehow understand each other.. just dat our character clash.. hmm.. well.. hope the god will do wad's best for both of us .. *May God Bless Me* erm rather Bless Us
| StuCk iN a DilemMa [9:01 PM]
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Tuesday, September 14, 2004
why did i cried ?
haiz.. no one will understand how i feel .. i m sad now. why did i cry ? many will be curious to find out.. look at the time now. so late ! yet i m still stuDyin .. yea it feels good getting prepared for exams but some things in front of me distracted me. the boxes contained precious memories i cant bear to throw or rather i wont bear to. i saw letters, notez, photos, presents n gifts.. sweet memories den came into my eyes. i hold on to those letters n my tears burst out. after a while i open the last box which she gave me.. my tears .. countless.. why did i wanna blog.. i just feel dat i m so sad datz why.. should i throw the box away to take away my distraction ? everytime i want to but i cant bear.. my tears will roll down my cheeks.. my eyes are kinda red now.. n lastly my song made me feel more worse.. trisha yearwood ? how do i live without you ? haiz. saddening song .. i m feelin terrible now.. all these things come to a conclusion.. i still love her.. no doubt. i cry means i still love her, care for her .. or am i just being selfish. nvm. well, nuff said. i gotta continue my last part before i get my one hour sleep. haiz.. i duno wad i wan oso .. *sobz*
| StuCk iN a DilemMa [4:39 AM]
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stuDyin ^^
haa my tag board is back to normal.. yeah ^^v tio spam till jam for an hour.. haa =X luCky baCk to noRmal.. diaoz. nw so late le but still stuDyin haiz so sad.. nv prepare is liddat de. hmm. gonna finish book four le.. den read thru book 3 den can oRh oRh le. haa =/ my room gt one jug of water plus one lemon barley packet de den gt caplico stick the ice cream biscuit heehee =X listening to F.I.R. revolution haa. zz nw gt one beetle in my room __ i go catch le den on air con liao .. zzz kK la dont say le.. i nid time catch dat beetle oso zz -.-" bB !
| StuCk iN a DilemMa [1:21 AM]
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Monday, September 13, 2004
sianz.
~~> hmm.. wah lou my tag board spoil.. zzz flood until spoil -.-" diaoz. hope will be back in a while .. den tomo prelims diaoz. today still can play chinese chess in class haa =X.. win xiao wei once win alvin once win simon once lose him once .. hee =/ anyhow play oso can win de.. must act blur to win de loLx. =/ haiz.. today fren bdae but cant celebrate ! stuDy ! =X hmm i go continue do my thingy le.. haa =/ cya guys
-The End-
| StuCk iN a DilemMa [4:48 PM]
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Saturday, September 11, 2004
bored -.-"
~~> hmm.. y now so sianz de.. sighhhHHhhHh ~ stuDy until i going mad. S.S quite alot to stuDY den the biology wah lau -.-" physics no nid say SURE die. only chem maths english geog can.. -.-" shoooOoo sianz.. den i think my DnT haa bB ! today abit sianz, i going father house watch soccer =X haa .. den stuDy after dat hmm.. so sianz.. mt game de main character i delete away to make way for another character hee =X den the nick i ask ppl think, den wah gt one "fren" say put her name oOoHHh her name ah.. den ask me put iamahgua -.-" diaoz. - - haa =D aiya den i think of my own lor.. den the blog skinz wah diaoz. i change le so nice but same as hui ying wtf ! den my fren go change oso den same as my ex -.- diaoz. neway i go play game le.. hee =X bB ! good luck for ur prelims guys.
-The End-
| StuCk iN a DilemMa [1:42 PM]
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